- If I’m weak, I cannot protect you.
- If I’m poor, I cannot provide for you.
- If I’m boring, I cannot make you smile.
- If I’m not calm, I cannot put you at peace.
I wish I saw your face more often…
When that day comes, I’ll walk through the door. Then quietly step behind you. I’ll put my arms around you, and I’ll whisper in your ear “I love you”. Then you’ll know it’s me… From then on, I’ll hold you forever, and be there for you, and protect you from anything that pains you, because you’d be mine. I was already yours…
- Hopeless Romantic
I’ll breath, some fresh air today.
I’ll drink, some water today.
I’ll sit, out there for a moment today.
I’ll listen, to the birds sing today.
I’ll read, those books that I’ve been reticent about today.
I’ll keep, the sadness locked away today.
I’ll think, happy thoughts today.
I’ll stop, writing this and go outside, bye.
You cannot stop my mouth… I’m so sorry.
The screaming never stops…..
The depressing atmosphere never subsides.
Is it worse than death?
Perhaps if only I knew what peace death brought I could find out.
Every tiny thing is a disaster, a tragedy.
The crying, the yelling, the anger, the hatred, it’s too much.
I’ll keep hoping that maybe this night will be the last.
Maybe I’ll take too much and stop breathing…